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nov 21 12:30am




i was sitting at my computer as always, doing some doodles to pass time while a game i tried to download was reinstalling itself. i then hear my mom in the bed room saying loudly "what, who, whos dead...momma...mommas dead" i then stop doodling and turn my head to hear better, "wait mommas dead" i jump from my comp chair and race to mommas room and listend "o shit, o no" i listen hard as she keeps going on and on with her oldest sister. when she finally hung up me and my step dad both ask "what happend" "matthews dead" i feel my heard sink to a void i didnt know i had. he was some where playing poker with some friends with a gun on the table, they said it wasnt loaded, then some one pointed it to his head and pulled the trigger. apperently it was loaded, he was braindead, they kept him on life suppor to donate his organs, all i can think about is how hes not gonna be around, and his poor little girl, shes only 1. i feel so bad for my aunt and oldest cousin, matthew was her youngest out of 2 kids. she called her oldest son the my mom and mom called her 2 oldest sister while my aunt called some one eles, momma got more info from them. i think it was my youngest aunt. in the morning were leaving for meridian to see them. i dont want to, i dont wanna see him *sniffle* cause if i do ill cry more

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asta la vesta baby XDD lord im messed up in the head



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